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That moment when I could walk

From CS Lib to NIMBB to Chem to AS

Without even losing my poise

Could even bounce my hips with I’m on it

 

When suddenly

Me: *Sees and walks past him*

Also me: *Oh look, your laces are slightly untied.*

The rest is history.

Required Entry #2: Narration ( English 1 – WFV1)

Wow. Can’t believe I used to know how to write. 😛 My old self should teach me…

The Strawberry Enthusiast

Write 2-paragraphs about a funny or a frightening dream:

        September 06, 2015, it was 2:00 am just right after Kulayaan–the Kalayaan residence hall acquaintance party.  We came up with the wonderful idea to  have a horror story telling marathon. That was why along the flickering of the old, decrepit ceiling light in the dorm’s TV area, our hushed voices were heard. Stories after stories were shared–some of the particular stories were the infamous cabinet on the basement, where someone was allegedly locked and starved to death; the mysterious lady who was said to be haunting the grounds of the sunken garden during the night; the horrors of sleep paralysis; and the story from the UST files: the OLE ghost, which is a voice, allegedly heard by a woman who used the worn-out and avoided comfort room in one of the old buildings in UST. While inside a cubicle, as…

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:3

I’m at that point again, when I know I shouldn’t be happy

But I am

Which btw is essentially being happy for absolutely no reason

Heck, I should even be sad.

I don’t know

I am just so happy to be alive, probably

Though not so obvious, but, heck I love my life 😛

I don’t have time to talk about the recent things happening in my life atm

But things are happening, and I don’t know hahaha

I am listening to songs again… which mutually inclusively also mean I am missing someone

But I don’t know

Maybe it’s just the way memories are,

The first time it’s red,

Then it’ll turn blue

Until it simply becomes violet,

And violet it is, the color you’ll love over and over again

I don’t know

Hahahaha

Have I gone crazy? Hm

 


P.S. On other note, omg. I can’t decide what to put on for tomorrow– how about those long fingers instead :3 I don’t hahahaha omg i just said that. Wow. Wala. I simply have a ‘thing’ for long slender fingers on a big hand omg yes

DEAR ALL (part 1: TJB)

So, I went on a dinner with my friends. I would just want to say how happy I am to be with these people. I don’t know. Hahaha I guess, it’s just happy to be with people who you could truly be. But aside from that, I simply… happened to know… something and it kinda made me uncomfortable, kept my mind puzzled…

Basically, questions were put into my mind and I want answers.

So, I guess I’ll start by introducing myself, just so we know we’re on the same page.

Hi, I’m Echo. April 28, 2000. 17 years old. Interested about anything related to science.  Hates shortening telomeres. Loves telomerases. Interested to pursue telomerase biology post-grad. Might pursue medicine alternatively. Might be MD. Ph.D. years from now. Interested in Psychiatry. Loves to argue. Loves to be the best. Loves to win. Type A person. Yes, wenneng! Kinda annoys people a lot. Kinda introverted. Kinda boring. Has a tendency to push people away. Will tell you he’s strong independent. Is actually scared all the time. Squeaky annoying voice. Likes to play music on shower. Likes to sing. Does not have the talent tho. Talks a lot. Loud. Picky with people. Is actually a loyal friend. Snores a lot. 169 cm. 43 Kg. INTJ.  Feels like the damn queen all the time. Just wants to be loved. Etc.

Ok. Now. I kinda heard stories about… and it kinda makes me scared. Also, I would be graduating the school year following this. Effectively, I only have a year in college. And Omg. Omg. It has been 2 and nearly a half year since I entered UPD. A lot of things have happened. I met a lot of people. I have spoken with a lot of people. I have kinda accomplished a lot of things. Kinda changes me for better or for worse. But still there’s still so much I want to do while I’m still in college. Most importantly, and forgive me for my awkward transitioning… I just want to address the issue that some of my former friends were now people I don’t even want to look in the eye.

So to address this issue, once and for all, and at least to try and make amends if any, I’ll start by saying…

Hey, TJ

Or as I would prefer to call you by only your first name,

T

( as someone who loves greek mythos so much, I fell in love with your name the first time I heard it; not to mention at that time I was also head over heels with this gorgeous guy whose last name is Sivan) 

I don’t know if you’re reading this

Probably not

Heck

What are the odds of you still reading this blog hahaha

Point is…

I know you don’t like me

Perhaps literally and romantically

And you’re not really on my ‘favorite-people-list’ either, you were

But

After all these times

I just want to know

Why

Why the fuck are you so mad at me

I don’t know

Yes, I used to have a feeling for you

Ok

Perhaps I was annoying and all that stuff

But to simply suddenly stab me behind my back?

DUDE, WTF

I don’t know

Was that not surprising for you?

Because I was freaking shocked back then

I TREATED YOU LIKE A REAL FRIEND MAN

I FREAKING OPENED UP TO YOU

I THOUGHT WE WERE FRIENDS

I TRUSTED YOU

I know your sorrow and I’m trying to be there for you

I’M TRYING TO BE THERE FOR YOU

I. WAS. TRYING. DUDE.

I was trying to get to know you

I want to hear you

I want to hear your story

I want to be there for you

Goddammit, how could you fucking do that.

And to say na pakialamero ako

Oh my holy lord.

Ok.

 

Point is, you know what

That was a year ago

And I have moved on

I became happy again

I thrived

I lived

But I just want to know

Why.

Why?

Why do you hate me so much?

I just want to know

Heck, I’m dying to know

My curious mind can’t handle being in the dark for so long

I want answers

So please if you considered me your friend even for a second

If you even value the time we have as friends (wasn’t that such an awkward and presumptive thing to say)

I just want to know

Please

Tell me

Why did you hate me so much

Was it something I did

Was it me

Or are you simply an asshole and you know it

I don’t care which

I just want answers from you directly

 


P.S. I was listening to Troye while writing this post when suddenly… OMG. THAT WEIRD BUT CAPTIVATING TUNE OMG. THIS IS THIS SONG. I WAS TRYING TO FIGURE OUT THIS SONG’S TITLE/ARTIST FOR THE LONGEST TIME WHEN SUDDENLY OMG

 

To the guy with the light blue shirt

That moment na nasa lab lang ako today to do my weekly chores

Which is to feed the mice on either a Sat or a Sun

Shifting with a fellow apprentice

Katatapos ko lang mag pafeed actually,

I me-message ko na lang yung RA namin  sa FB to inform progress

When suddenly

Somebody on this FB group

Posted an ad

And

I was like

YIKES

THAT FUCKING ORG

At syempre

Since ayokong makakita ng mga ganyan pang extravaganza in mah lyp

I den’t need et

I went on this person’s profile

With the intention of blocking that said person

Para wala na akong makitang ganyang pop-ups

And hopefully avoid you-know-who’s face showing up on my FB

When

Suddenly

Bam

WAW.

THAT. GUY’S. FACE.

in this person’s cover photo

WAW.

You know what

I’m done

I’m so done

I mean

Hay

OMG

Are you fvking kidding me y u do this to me Lhard

Utang na loob naman

Respeto po sa feelings ko

Can I just say

Andun na ako sa transition point kumbaga sa acid-base titration

two drops na lang mag e-equivalence point na

Then I saw that photo

And boy

Back to square one

OMG

Utang na loob talaga

There’s a reason why I blocked that person

and have been avoiding AS like the plague these past few weeks ( or months)

Pero omg talaga

Never na talaga ulit akong papasok sa building na yon till the year ends

Angry reacts

Angry

So Angry

Angry reax

 


 

P.S. Sabi na sayong kumain ka diba? Ang payat-payat mo. Na-aarawan ka ba, ang putla mo. You need sunlight to cue (:3) for the synthesis of vitamin D which is an important cofactor for the enzymes involved in the intake of calcium, for your bones, and cellular signalling, and stuff nakonako -_-

P.S.S. Has anyone ever told you blue or light blue is your color. Now blue is my favorite color as well can i just say

P.S.S.S. Can I just say na napaka redundant nung three words na yan it’s like saying learn read and study or something it all meant the same hahaha hinde pero the point is redundant sino ba nagisip nyan mga *insert course here* major talaga

P.S.S.S.S Binlock ko si ate gurl hahaha wala siyang kinalaman pero binlock ko siya can i just say

OMG

Finished reading the book and…

Can I just say

I need a Will Solace in my life right now

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Can I just say, kailangan ko nang boyfriend

Malapit na November 1 anek na

Wala akong ka date huuuuuu 😥

I need my Black Valentine Date cijs

Looking for ka date sa November 1 pm me what

Omg, I’m getting that doctor fetish cijs omg talaga


a/n: also, can I just say, every time I’m trying to imagine a perfect bestfriend-eque extravaganza… my mind always uses that person’s face for the ‘perfect boyfriend’ cijs na stress ako. i mean seriously talaga brain…

a/n2: hindi po ako malande (comme ci comme ca 😛 ), natutuwa lang ako omo

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a/n3: also, have i said before na my name was almost Nico (or probably Nhico or Nicoh, cause my family have weird thing about h after the first letter of the name or somewhere along the name: Jannah, Christine, Jhaycee, Janellah, Jhon, Theresa, omg can i just say wtf and our family’s obsession with the h) and I would have liked it better than Jherico i guess. Three syllables’ way too long, and i don’t know just don’t like the sound of it

Blood of Olympus 🙂

Ok, so ayon

Meron akong book series na sinusundan since midyear

I was listening on it via audiobook

Ayoko kasi talaga ng paper

If you know me as a person,

you know na ayoko ng mga inefficient, pabigat, and overall non-ergonomic

I always optimize things

And I don’t like to carry books everything with me

Tinatakbo ko po ang AS to NIMBB,

I would appreciate it kung sana wala na masyado pang pabigat sa bag ko

So I really prefer PDFs and audiobooks over printed books

Pero wala kasi talaga nung Blood of Olympus

So yeah

Here I am, after this hell of a freaking week

Parang tinreat ko lang din yung sarili ko

Pero omg

Sobrang saya ko kasi

Pagdating ko ng room, wala umuwi yung roommate ko for the weekend

OMG

Ayoko kasing nakikita siya, since ang pangit niya sobra.

Nothing personal, talagang hindi ko lang gusto yung pagmumukha niya

Parang yung roommate ko lang nung midyear na never kong kinausap kasi napapangitan din ako (not a single word)

Pero ayon, ganon akong tao

Can I just say na mukhang bayag yung rooommate ko?

Omg, ang pangit-pangit

Mas gusto ko pa si Prince

Anyways,

So ayon, omg

Hindi ko lubos akalain na kaya ko pa lang malampasan ang araw na to

Omg

May Lord

Pano ba naman

Dalawang Exam sa magkaibang majors

MBB 125 – Molecular Physiology of Eukaryotic System — basically Physiology~

Tapus MBB 130 – Molecular Biophysics — basically Biochem and Physics

Tapus omg

Wala

Dumudugo na utak ko

Nitong Thursday may deadline din ako ng paper

Tapus OMG

YUNG PUTANG INANG KAGRUPO KONG WALANG KWENTA KINANGINA NON

CAN I JUST SAY

Mukha na ngang etits, wala pang silbe.

Putang ina

Natapos ko na yung abstract, intro, at conclusion

Tapus na yung discussion

Tapus ni hindi niya pa nagagawa yung results part

OMG

Ang dali-dali non

Putang na loob talaga Lord

Can I just

Zzz

Inutil puking ina

Tapus ayan ka grupo ko na naman yan sa paper

Ano na kayang gagawin namin

Pero ayon

Nalampasan ko naman

Tapus nung Thursday din may reporting, ok na man

Tapus may exam ulit sa 125 nung Thursday

WOW

Can I just say, anu yon

56 items on 50 minutes

@_@

WTF

Tapus may paper na naman ulit nung Friday @_@

HUHUHUHU

To summarize

Thursday – Paper (130L), Reporting (125L), Exam (125)

Friday – Paper (Fil40)

Saturday – LE (125L), LE (130)

Huhuhuhu

Tapus sa Monday meron pang LE sa Bio 180 😥

So ayon

Awa ng diyos matatapos ko to

Buti na lang talaga wala yung roommate ko, at least enjoy ko yung kwarto mag-isa

I could finish reading this and do other things

Basta 😀

❤ ❤

$$$

Becuz I’m poor af…

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Wala lang, natuwa lang ako

At least something to be… happy(?) about

May darating pang 30k from DOST can i just say :3

Me:

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Good bye iskomai

Good bye pancit canton

S,I.A.

One of the best moments in life is that

Mini-heart-attack-stomach-butterflies-karate-chop-in-the-belly feeling

When you see that person

And you’re fighting the urge to smile

I don’t know

Hahahaha

My face would fool people effortlessly

But the flesh does not lie

I’m crying

Feeling ko bumaliktad yung sikmura ko kanina can i just

But di ako busog, baka na suka ako

Anu ba kase tagu tagurin pag may time